LIFE

pains.

promises.

broken.

hatred.

hopes.

nothing.

enigma.

soul.

love.

blood.

tears.

wounds.

scars.

heart.

years.

dreams.

close.

end.

resurrection.

life.

happiness.

 i couldnt imagine i will go through all of these. i could hardly paint lately, months.. years..almost a year i think. its difficult. i could hardly breathe. its like death. 

all i could say life is never easy. 

BUT

God took care of me when I was so down.

He is always there.

He is my greatest mentor.

My protector.

He is my Life.

He is taking care of me all the time.

THANKS GOD.

Without you,  I am nothing.

Few days from now, a dream will officially come true. I never thought I'll be recognized as an Artist. Im way to far to be called one. I had this thinking before that you can only be calle Artist if you have a Fine Arts degree. Its DIFFICULT. Im struggling to bring back the life I've always wanted. I"m struggling because I'm restricted to follow my heart.

I'm not opulent.

So its a long way out there.

I wanted to give up

BUT it's a CALLING. 

I couldn't deny it.

hope to paint more soon...