Friday, September 4, 2009

LIFE



pains.
promises.
broken.
hatred.
hopes.
nothing.
enigma.
soul.
love.
blood.
tears.
wounds.
scars.
heart.
years.
dreams.
close.
end.
resurrection.
life.
happiness.

 i couldnt imagine i will go through all of these. i could hardly paint lately, months.. years..almost a year i think. its difficult. i could hardly breathe. its like death. 
all i could say life is never easy. 
BUT
God took care of me when I was so down.
He is always there.
He is my greatest mentor.
My protector.
He is my Life.
He is taking care of me all the time.
THANKS GOD.
Without you,  I am nothing.


Few days from now, a dream will officially come true. I never thought I'll be recognized as an Artist. Im way to far to be called one. I had this thinking before that you can only be calle Artist if you have a Fine Arts degree. Its DIFFICULT. Im struggling to bring back the life I've always wanted. I"m struggling because I'm restricted to follow my heart.

I'm not opulent.
So its a long way out there.
I wanted to give up
BUT it's a CALLING. 
I couldn't deny it.


hope to paint more soon...


Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Illusion


when mind speaks
when heart bleeds
when love losts its trace

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Death.

the story.




so ill.



so weak.


so stupid.



so wrong.



death.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

My 1st Pastel Painting


Learning another medium, this time its Pastel








Sketches





CAA @4pm every Sat.
always in hurry
but im always late:)
my cakes as usual..
but im glad that im sketching again
this time, with my favorite Artist.. Kimsoy Yap

hiatus


they've been standing and laying there for a long time

i wanted to hold them again
but i was so ill
and cakes are demanding more time lately
hope
this is the start of a new life.






Thursday, June 5, 2008

The Kiss



This is not an original concept
Part of the class, was to chose a picture that I would like to paint
I printed several pics and showed it to my friend Chicklet
We fell in love with "The Kiss"
due to its texture
due to its passion.

I used palette knife to finalize everything
Giovanni helped me every Sunday back then when I was finishing this painting.
I could still remember the beautiful and sad music each time I paint this this beautiful canvas.

My name is Jade.

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